Hurry up and wait....

All tests are back and no signs of the nasty NB beast was found... I wish I could say I took I deep breath and exhaled but this time has been very different. Last week when I found out he might have to do high dose chemotherapy again really threw me... It was as bad as the day I heard he had to do ICE last May. Now, we are once again waiting for them to decide what to do... Heard that before... Crap, I think I have heard that for the last 6 months--while we have been chasing out own tail stalling with lose dose chemotherapy! So.. We wait.. I should be good at it but I am not...

Grier finally seems to be feeling better... He missed school last Friday because he woke up with one of his headaches... He had not had much to drink or eat the day before and the coughing was non-stop at times. He took a cough medicine with codeine and I thought the good nights sleep he had on Thursday would have been the best medicine. The Friday morning headache was bad.. The worst part was he knew his class was going to the circus and you could see him tying to get ready and go to school...about the time it was time to head out of the door he got sick... His head was really hurting so no school... He fell asleep after he got sick and about an hour later he woke up and said.. Are all my field trips to the circus? I had to break it to him and say no... And he said I always miss the fun things. About 10 minutes later he asked to eat.. Looked 100% better and said do you think I can go to school now? I told him the kids were already on the bus. He said, can you take me and we can find my friends? So.. The crazy mom that am said sure.. And we headed to the circus... I was actually suppose to chaperone and I had to find someone to do it for me... Thanks susan! Grier and I got into the circus with no ticket and found their class :) He enjoyed it... Took a nap after we got home and I am glad he did not miss it-

So the waiting continues... This week has no clinic appointments that I know of.. But we are finally going to see the eye doctor..the message from the office said to be prepared for a 2 hour appt.-- hmmm.. I hope NOT..! Wish us luck and hope that the school eye test he failed was a fluke :) I have got to get to DMV sometime soon... And get the maintenance required light taken care of in my car....I was wishing for normal and you can't get anymore normal than that!