Uggh- I am not sure where the stamina I had 2 years ago is now!!! I am tired ... I know Grier is over this and the rest of my house--- Going to doctors appointments has become the plan of the day-- and Grier and I are done with it all!  I have barely had a conversation with Jeff in weeks--- seems texting is the new way to talk-- he is going one way and I am trying to manage what I used to do plus adding the medical director title-- We went to the clinic yesterday and counts were holding their own-- Grier even announced that he did not need blood when we got home-- clearly... not a normal response to how was your day!!  He played wii--- and then the BIG "D" hit again last night--- he woke up this morning and felt warm so we were on fever watch all day--- around 3pm he spike to the magic point the call had to be made to the clinic--- And they said to come on over so he could be admitted--
This is where is gets a little comical--- The clinic parking is not close to LCH--- go figure since I can place a bet they have the most admissions on a daily basis-- but that does not matter-- I chose to park where I know we will end up and that is LCH--- so it is a longer walk at first but when I am trying to go home quickly it is shorter--- I have Grier... in his "man cave" aka the stroller... and our bag--- we do what we always do walk into CMC to go over the crosswalk to get to the clinic---- oops--- not today.... we were accosted by the under 18 police and told by her we could not go into the hospital--- I tried to explain and tell them he had a fever-- we are on our way to the oncology clinic but NO was the answer!  I really do not have the energy to fight assclowns so I just thought we would walk through LCH--  And they told me we could not walk to the clinic because he is under 18--- NOW....again... I said he has a fever trying to get to the clinic to be admitted--- and she said you are going to have to walk up the hill outside---- because he is  not a patient yet... uhhh... I said maybe not at the minute but we are frequent flyers-- and she pointed to the outside--- I swear.. people are going nuts about the flu-- forget about the kids who have cancer!  
We made it to clinic--- and I do not care about the hike up the hill while I am carrying all kinds of stuff-- because I have done worse in NYC--- The under 18 rule is not that bad but it is hard on families-- Grace and Hayes can not come up and Jeff and I will have to switch in the lobby or just not bring them at all--- 
I am going to sleep before they come in for the 100th time tonight-- It is the most bizarre thing... rest is not something you get here!